7:20 AM
The cause of a severe mood swing lately has affected
my whole entire mood of chilling in town. I hate being
quiet and I hate being silent. But then again, I don't
know what else to do. Having to talk about my problems
doesnt seem to be the solution. Or it doesn't seem to
be mine.
The cold shoulder. The cold war. The coldness of
everything that has happened. Its a small problem.
I didn't delibrately ignore you. I haven finished my
sentence with someone and you cut me in. Then you
gave me the cold shoulder. With all those crap you talked
to me online. The hurtful words that you used but I
just brushed it off with a joke.
How long am I going to take this till? How long am I going
to hide and act as though nothing happened? Yes, it hurt.
Don't you ever give a though on how I'll feel?
Reflection is what we all need.
Benji
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Things didn't just end there.